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Monday, June 25, 2007

STRESS, STRESS, STRESS!!!
omg.
first day of school and get stress by so many things.
teachers scaring us with the prelims,
early morning hui ting told me must call sir alvin in the afternoon.
st.john day this wed!!!
i'm suppose to shout the pledge OUT LOUD.
but,
i'm giving that to theresa.
hers is louder than mine. =X
(finally someone louder than me. phew.)

just finish ironed my uniform.
left with boots to make it shine.
but i'm tired. =(
(jia you joanna!)
clever clever where are you to give me support! =X

tml finish lesson at 3pm.
request to mr ben yong if i can end at 2 so can train my cadets.
(not excuse to skip lesson alright. =X)

off to study! =)

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

came home after a holiday.
but once i reach home,
i felt stress once again.

things have never change better within the 5 days i'm gone.
i don noe why,
and i don bother to find out why.

just got to know a little secret from my mum.
yes, i'm shock.
i've never expect that.

i'm not so happy after all.

have been asking myself
what can i do to help.
but the ans always is NONE.

clever ask me what i want most now.
i cant think of anything but now i know the ans.
i jus want everything turns out to be fine.
let those who want to acheive their goals in their life, acheive it.
let those who want to reach great height in their career, reach it.
i just want that to happen.
and that only applies to my family.
alright, say all you want, i'm selfish. =)

pple tend to be envy or jealous with someone
when they cant get the stuff they want yet others get it.
frankely, i'm always jealous of my sis.
whatever i want, she will always have it first.
but what if jealousy gets over us?
hmmm.

very random post.
i don even noe whay i'm typing. =)

pictures will be upodate soon.
i'm just lazy.

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Friday, June 15, 2007

1 hour plus more,
will be at the airport.
2 hours plus more,
will be checking in.
5 hours plus more,
will be boarding the plane.
7 hours plus more,
will be reaching bangkok.
erm erm erm.
and i THINK around 120 plus more hours,
I WILL REACH SINGAPORE LE!!!! ^^
(its just 5 days la joanna, very fast will be over.)

i know its jus 5 days,
and i wont be msging clever at all for these 5 WHOLE days.
i will eat as much as i want,
don care bout fat anymore le. =X
eat till face round round!

alright guys,
got to prepare some stuff.
sooooooo.
enjoy your LAST WEEK holidays!!! =)

i miss clever!
i miss clever!
i miss clever!
i miss clever!
i miss clever!
i miss clever!
i miss clever!
i really really miss youuu alot!!!
erm erm,
rmb to take good care of yourself.
rmb to drink lots of water cause weather very hot!
rmb to do your art.
rmb not to msg so many gals. =X
anddd.
rmb to miss meeee! ^^

cass say i nv miss her
but still call her qing ai de. =X

I MISS MY QING AI DE CASSANDRA TEO SZE YUN!!! =)

bye bye!!! ^^

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was wondering what to pack the day before.
asking mum so she jus said,
"jus bring 2 pieces of clothing and a jean cause you be buying lots there. buy le den can wear."
actually, what she said quite true but then the shirt will be dirty without washing,
later itchy. =X

so today FINALLY i start really packing.
came home early from d&t.
sharing luggage with priscilla and this is how small our luggage compare to others. ^^

it small alright. =)

2nd uncle praise pris and me cause we really packed till neat neat. ^^ (it was my idea to pack in zip lock bag.) =X

tml going bangkok le.
erm.... hmmmm...
leaving for 5 days,
wed coming back and its like sooooo long. =(

I WILL BE MISSING CLEVER SO MUCH! =)

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

mon,
mr teo mood very good.
he bought zx, jeff and me breakfast.
drive us to ubi to find my spring
and eat laska. =X
OMG!!!
he jus become so good!!!

empty.

mr teo's van is actually quite messy. =X

when was this?
last fri?
i think so. =X
as usual,
lunch and zx never fail to take my phone and keep.
but this time turns out to be jerral!!

calling my phone. hur hur.

see, bag searching. =X

they like to do this. lolx.

haiyo,
i'm so sianz. =(

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Monday, June 11, 2007

sometimes i don noe i'm at wrong,
cause no one told me.

sometimes i don that i made someone angry,
cause no one told me.

sometimes i don noe what i do will let pple stop scolding me,
cause no one told me.

no one told me and i cant be bothered to ask anyone too.
fine,
say all you want.
i'm jus plain LAZY can?

many things happen recently.
good and bad.
i don noe what i should do
cause i ask no one what should i do.

i'm not strong at all.
so problems, please go away. =(
i'm not feeling good,
so just stop acting as if you are feeling so fine, joanna!!!
DUMBASS!!!
i really want to cry out loud but i cant.
mummy say only weakling cry.
i have been a weakling too many time
and i cant be another one this time.
keeping everything to myself is really terrible.
i wanna be free.
lend me your shoulder to lean on.
will you?

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Saturday, June 9, 2007

tired out.
now i seriouly know how tired mummy will be
when she does all the housework. =)

i'm worry,
hope she will recover soon. =)

there will never be an ending for THIS story. =)

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Wednesday, June 6, 2007

wei wei.
firstly,
i'm soooo tired. -.-
d&t non stop and for days i have been saying,
" i will be going home early."
but it never happen cause i will stay till 5.30. -.-
need some entertainment
and so finally took out my sweet sweet camera. =X

haha. he is jus so cuteee la. with him around, its just so fun!!! =X

mr teo. snap shot. =X he always scold me de and starting line will be... "JOANNA AR... ^&%&^$%." =X but he is really a nice nice instructor. ^^

siva, my new friend. =X not so new. let me see. we get to know each other during d&t SA1 when he sit beside me. i like to turn around so when i turn towards my left, its him. he smile den i smile den we both smile. =X

have been asking him to pose for this since last week when the machine is out of order. finally. ^^

found it in mr teo room. its just youuu. =)

ytd went home at 5.30.
the whole school is like sooo quiet.
jus like this,
EMPTY. =)

and the security guard is "eating snake." =X

sunday after bathing,
preparing to study but pearlyn called and ask me is i can bring granny out.
I DON WANT!!!
but no choice. =X
so take a cab down people park og. -.-
OMG!!!
pearlyn bought a new phone, D900i if i not wrong.
and and and...
i acutally gonna buy le either w880i(sony ericsson) or u600(samsung) .
but when the thought of going home getting scold
and how expensive its is.
BOO!!!
better don buy. =)
went to Royal Hotel for dinner.
meet up with 2nd uncle, auntie, pris and ryan.
yummy yummy. ^^

on the way... =X

nice nice. ^^

what more can i say? =)

he's the man. =X

2nd aunt and of course. the naughty ryan. =P

granny and pearlyn. =)

don really get a chance to take photo with granny. so must grab the chance. =X

alright, pris and ar maaaaa. ^^

i like blur blur photo. don noe why. =X

twisttttt. ^^

words cant express out how i feel.
so i shall use my actions.
you're like my dream come true, my love. =)

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Friday, June 1, 2007

hmmm.
ytd afternoon was raining quite heavy.
and we(jeff, zx and me) were hungry.
since its raining mr teo suggest us to order mac.
haha.
but he is not going to treat us. -.-
so.....
lastly we decide to order
Canadian Pizza. ^^

we order a cheesy pizza, hawaiian pizza, garlic toast, and 2 bottles of drinks.
BUT!!!!
they gave us cheesy turkey.
OMG.
we are okie with it but zx cant have it.
so in the end he jus ate the garlic toast.
poor him. =(

*TA DA* ^^

von's stun face. =X

zx cant have it, so he pose for it. LOLX.

jeff, me, von.

weiiii, don be cam shy. ^^

poor poor zx. =(

we got really nth better to do. =X no no. should me meee. idea came from meee. =X

ermmmmm. hehe. =X

Vesak day was on thurday.
so went to pray the thai god at wat ananda metyarama at jalan bukit merah.
the thai master not really that free so we jus chit chat a while and went off.
he nv fail to ask me how my studies. =X
and next we went shopping!! =X
drive down to orchard, full.
down to plaza sing, full.
so lastly to bugis, lucky still got space. =)
i'm hungry cause didnt eat much in the morning.
so decide to have Sakae Sushi.

GRANNY FIRST TIME EATING SAKAE SUSHI and SHE IS SOOOO CUTE!!! =X

order lots of food,
slamon avocado gunkan shusi, spicy tuan gunka, hiyayakko, soft shell crab agemono, chawanmushi, tako sashimi, and everyone own set meal. ^^
and they wanna order yaki moriawase.
lucky didnt cause we are all sooo full.

right side.

left side.

and mineee. ^^ finally rmb what i eat. its unagi kabayaki & mix fry bento. ^^

tako sashimi. my fav!!! =X keke.

chawanmushi. nice nice. ^^

granny first expreience. she really very funny. =X

3rd uncle and blur blur de ar ma. opps.

mummy. ^^

3 of us. =) mummy, me, sis.

blurrr, but i like this the mostt. =)

miss the cloud,
miss the sky,
miss the fun,
miss the time. =)

i wanna go china school again!! =X

the day the confession begins,
the day i know you're the one.

its not easy for us to come till now,
and i believe this will make us strong.

for now i want nth more,
nth more than jus holding your hand,
and never let go.

clever, clever, clever, clever, clever!!!
you're the oneeee. ^^

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