more gratefulness, fewer request. =)

change

2008-04-18T09:34:00.001-07:00

people people people.
just reminding.
wont be using blogger anymore.

moving on to
beautifulinjection.wordpress.com =)

=)

2008-04-15T07:17:00.001-07:00

suddenly,
i don feel like leaving.
i'm afraid i will cry in the middle of the night,
looking for mummy. =(

can someone like buy this whole set for me. =x
excluding the mattress, pillows and stuff.
just the covers,
it cost "only" $1000 plus.
nonono, i didnt add an extra zero there.
its the price. =x

went back school today to collect leaving cert.
together with hui jean & zhi xian.
hui jean turn pretty le.
nice nice. ^^

one of ryan's braces drop.
so brought him to the clinic to fix it back.
and today he put on colour on his teeth.
RED!
its super nice! ^^

dinner with jon.
promise to have another meal after my trip,
bring the sand along! =x

thats all folks. =)

=(

2008-04-04T19:38:00.000-07:00

all my photos are yet to be upload.
ya, i'm lazy.

final comfirm going to Dubai for 1 month.
i'm going to miss home for sure. =(
so miss me too! =)

19 more days before i leave,
i really want to do smth.
hai.

^^

2008-03-31T19:50:00.000-07:00

YAY!!!
i'm going Dubai,
i'm going Dubai,
i'm going Dubai for 1 whole month!!! >.<

BUT!!!
provided my uncle have the points to change an air ticket for me.
or else got to pay myself.

super super excited! ^^

hai

2008-03-11T06:57:00.000-07:00

okay, alright.
been really long since i sign in blogger.

many things happen these few days.
my daily routine is just work & hospital.

i'm afraid,
afraid you wont be there to touch me with your warmest hand,
afraid you wont be there to ask me to be careful while going out with guys,
afraid you wont be there to tell me how nice i am,
afraid you wont open up your eyes to see me grow.
please be fine,
please be safe,
please be strong cause you still need to be there for me.

NA1'06.
jasmine, where the hell are you! =x

=)

2008-02-28T04:12:00.000-08:00

everything change so much.
i will get use to the changes.
yes i will.

went town ytd with girlfriends.
went k-ing for 4 hours.
really nice hanging out with them.
forget everything and just enjoy.
i want more of that!

to wynne: rmb the "aiyoh, bu cuo o!) ^^

lost.

2008-02-20T03:58:00.000-08:00

i'm lost.

who will understand me.
you, you or you?
NONE.

=(

2008-02-12T07:49:00.000-08:00

say i'm selfish,
say i'm self-centered,
say i'm paranoid.
say i'm sensitive

i need back some trust,
i need back some confidence,
i need back some courage,
i need to get back to my normal self.

what have become of me. hur.

=(

2008-02-10T07:28:00.000-08:00

first of all,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

working working working =
tired tired tied =
money money money!!!

i don know why i want to earn money
when i get my paid,
i didnt buy anything.

tell me why i'm changing.
changing to someone whom i don even know.

=(

2008-01-31T19:09:00.000-08:00

i'm wondering,
i'm hesitating,
did i made the right move.

i'm not sure,
i'm not confident,
that i the path i choose to walk on, is it safe.

i'm scare,
i'm worry,
that one day i might regret.

friends, i need you pple.

=)

2008-01-12T18:37:00.000-08:00

busy busy busy.
these few days really busy.
no time for other things at all. -.-

ytd before going to work,
mum told me a story bout her attending a talk on thur.
it goes like this.

there this patient who suffer from breast cancer.
she had it operated for 40 over years.
she eat everything and anything till now she is still kicking and living well.
the doctor then told her that must be careful as many thing are posionous.
therefore the patient replied, " posion? whats posion? the most posionous thing is the wagging of tounge."
the doctor laughed.

don you think its true?
a word or sentence from a particular person
can cause the friendship to sore,
can cause the trust to lost,
can cause the bond to be strengthen,
can cause many many ways.

people wrote bout me in their blog.
they didnt state clearly who is it
but it is obvious.
i choose to remain silent not because i admit it
but its just that i don think there a need to write back or agure all these things.
what if pple were writing bout you guys?
you pple wont be feeling good too.
put yourself in others shoe
and stop being so selfish.

=)

2008-01-08T05:57:00.000-08:00

i'm wondering.
why do pple always like to type "think i better don say bout it"
when they actually type it all out.
childish.

working in the fair is really fun.
get to know lots of nice pple. =)

going out to get ran's mum bday present tml.
headache heacache.
WHAT TO BUY!!!

=)

2007-12-23T03:44:00.000-08:00

22/12/07 (sat)
after dinner,
went to t3 for a walk with mummy, granny, 3rd uncle and auntie. ^^

indoor plants.

for light refelction purpose.

waterfall.

on the way back from ted collection to airport, saw this.
its gonna complete soon. ^^

=)

=D

20/12/07 (thur)
family dinner.
when mention family dinner it include total of 15 people. =)
i'm not sure where the place is but the environment is sure nice.
its called the "bottle tree" resturant.

ryan was up there. saw?

but having some difficulty while come down.

twist. ^^

keke.

marriage

2007-12-21T22:17:00.001-08:00

Chin Sin & Emily. =)

(14/12/07)

Emily= Every Moment I Love You. ^^
Thats what uncle told me and i was going "ouhhhhhh. so cool!!!"

morning as usual the tea ceremony.
lazy to post the photos up that happened in the morning
cause the night one is much more interesting. =)

went to Grand Carporton Waterfront Hotel at 3 plus for the make up.
thats where the dinner was held.
same make up artist for my Grad Night.
they are really good and fast with their actions.
Jesslyn & Kenny!!! ^^

picture worth a thousand words.
so let them do the talking. =)
but i still will type some words la. =X

spot the ring? ^^

before.

after. great difference ya.
this also the first time i saw mummy become so pretty!!! ^^

ooo ya, this is Jesslyn. =)
she's in charge of make up.

and Kenny who's the one standing up, wearing spects. =)
who's in charge of hair. ^^

rehearsal.

=)

its super AWESOME!!!

actual. slow marching. =)

up the sword.

waiting.

finally. =)

walking down the path of love. ^^

OPPS. but got to go through this test. *grins*

carry her up! ^^

"Thanks baby." keke.

solemnization. =)

"I Goh Chin Sin ...."

"And i now pronounce you as man and wife."

putting on the wedding ring. >.<

weeeee. its super sweet!!!
this is the 2nd time they kiss on stage.
the first time is too short to even snap it.
guess what.
the JP(justice of Peace) said,
"please kiss a while longer to allow photograph to be taken."
haha.
everyone just keep laughing. ^^

super sexy right! =X

cake cake. ^^

trying to figure up how to open.

finally. *phew*

pourrrrr. ^^

"ar mei (me) you want to come up huh?"

thank you speech. ^^

YAMMMMMMMMMMM SEH!

YAM YAM YAM YAM YAMMMMMMMMM SEH!!! keke.

cheeseeeee. =D

ar gong. =)

ar ma. =)

one whole family.
the older generations.
super lots of people. =X

family. =)

Round round spects. keke.

thats belong to uncle william. ^^

=)

finally back to hotel room.
so took a final photo of ourself to mark the day off. =)

sis.

me of course.

i like the way Kenny does my hair. ^^

Pricilla. grown up le. =X

simple and sweet. ^^

blur blur Ryan. hehe.

night view at 24th storey is super nice and magnificent. ^^
mummy woke up in the middle of the night.
she was asking why at 2am plus still so many people.
so i told her our hotel near Zouk,
people must be on the way home.
den she goes, "ouhhhh!"
and went back to sleep.
LOL.

=)

=)

spending the night at hotel is really nice.
but not used to the pillow. =X
a day just pass so fast. ^^
went to the lobby for free breakfast.
its super niceeeeee!!! ^^
eat till full full den leave. keke.

under construction.

^^

=)

beside the classy hotel there still old building. cool.

i actually missed out the red gown that Emily was wearing.

didnt manage to snap it. ^^

anyway, the wedding was really great! =)

HAPPY MARRIAGE!!! =)

=(

2007-12-02T02:15:00.000-08:00

lalalalala.

tml ran start working.

no time for me anymore. =(

tml going to toa payoh hub.

alastier going to show me my job scope.

got to ask him if i can start work only on wed.

the pain of losing you,

make us feel terrible.

there no way to make you come back to us.

the laughter you've brought to us will always be remember.

tears just cant be controlled.

i really love you alot,

and miss you dearly.

i love you mama.

=)

2007-11-28T04:12:00.000-08:00

lazy these few days. =X
went out ith ran ytd.
went to sim lim sauare to help sis buy her calculator for her CFA exam.
later on went to Orchard.
OMG.
every shop we went in, the sensor will *di,di,di,di,di*
poor ran got to explain to the staff.
until we went to Taka de Mango shop,
the lady is super kind to tell us that there actually a barcode inside the box containing the calculator and offer to help us take it out.
NICE NICE. =)

could not get the job at Artiris.
its located at Far East.
they need only part time at Far East.
haiya.
i showed attitude to him and i'm really super sorry!!

HOWEVER,
sis got a job for me.
the person name is Alastier.
i'm suppose to call him within 2 to 3pm but he didnt pick up.
its a phone interview but i'm still super nervous!!
he called while i'm taking a nap so i'm super blur.
i'm expecting it to be a real formal conversation but it turn out.....
keke.
it turn out well!!!
YAY!

tml he's coming my house.
i got to see doctor again. -.-
all need $$$$$$$,
i want to earn money!!!

Baby, i miss you. =)

=(

2007-11-22T23:36:00.000-08:00

things that i don wish to happen, happen.
things that i wish will last long, didnt.
things that i yearn for, will never happen.
things that i want, will never get.

i cant stand up on my feet anymore.
i need you, yes you.
but just a word from you and disappear.

i know you did it on purpose,
putting the personal msg on msn to let me see.
i don mind.
right after the phone call,
you cancel it off.
i don mind.

right from the start,
i've never been inside your heart.
i'm just a stupid fool.
will you be back to me.

=)

2007-11-17T17:48:00.000-08:00

Grad night cum 20th annivesary dinner. =)

meet von at 11.
went to find b** den off to do my nails. ^^

half dead. =X

next to tiong bahru plaza to had our lunch.
den to the tresses studio for the make up and hair do.
the app suppose to be at 4 but we reach there at 3.30. =X
so we waited for Jesslin as she had another batch of student to settle. ^^

pretty!!!

=X

i really cant walk well in high heels. slipper is the best! =X

Von's dad drove us to the Pine Country Club.
start at 7 but we reached there at 7.30 cause as expected,
they wont start on time. =X
so many pple taking photos here and there and seriously,
everyone was so stunning that very night. ^^

wynne & me. =)

2 handsome. where Jerral? =X

me & malar. saw her in the afternoon at Good Earth Nail Spa. ^^

ladies. =D

can see who i'm with? Mr Sporty no.2. ^^

von von & meee.

eat eat eat! =X

me, azman (smart) & von.

me, phrem(cheeky) & von.

singh & me!!!! he look great that night. ^^

i cant see where JERRAL!!!!

too dark. =X its fahmi, me & yenfi. =)

me & pei ying. =D

still eating! =X

amanda & me.

July & meeeee.

wynne, aaron & von. =)

Mrs Ng & Joanna.

me, pinky & theresa. ^^

me & mich mich. ^^

friends i never want to lose. =)

i love you! ^^

opps. >.<

hehe. =P

yea yea. singh and jerral.

me & bal. =)

again, wynne & me. ^^

hui yu, joanna & von.

excluding von. keke.

uncle & auntie. =)

me & belinda. =)

friendsss.

Mrs Mani & me. crappy teacher. =X

3 of us. ^^

alvin, me & nathan.

me & kai jin.

my class. =D

me, xin & von.

zhi xian & xiang sheng. =)

=D

jerral & joanna.

Ran & Joanna. =)

Mdm tay & me. =)

After the whole event,
went to beach road there,
the guys are playing pool while waiting for daryl to reach.

von's dad drove von, ran & me to beach road, while the other took a cab there. ^^

wynne & drayl.

my loveee. ^^

happy happy happy! ^^

=)

2007-11-11T23:41:00.000-08:00

phew.
finally Os over. =)

woke up at 5 today.
went to lakeside with randall.
took smth den came back to tamp.
had breakfast at mac,
den to clinic to buy medicine,
next to my house.

simple day. =)

DO YOU KNOW WHAT I WANT?
DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT?
if you ever put yourself in my shoe,
will you still say those words that hurts so much?
i wont tell anyone bout anything anymore.
and thats it.

happy birthday!

2007-10-16T04:13:00.000-07:00

starting off with a great mood. ^^
today is Randall's birthday.
actually we both agree to celebrate today but who knows my mummy don allow. =(
BUT!!!
last minute changes, i still manage to celebrate with him. =)

let me sing a birthday song for him first.
*AHEM*
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To Randall,
Happy Birthday To YOUUUU!!!!

i like his havaianas flip flop, but he never buy for me =(

*Ta da* his Bundle(M) crumpler bag. ^^ nice nice.

eee wasabi! =X

sushi. ^^

don look at me like this!

yummy yummy! ^^

wei wei wei, be careful, don choke ar!

=X

full full. =D

back. =)

wanted to go airport de sakae sushi,
but Ryan waiting for his KFC,
so we went to east point de sakae sushi.
as usual, YUMMY YUMMY!!! ^^

hereby,
want to wish him all the best,
hope he will excel in his studies,
acheive his goals.
i know you can! =)
old by a year already
so cannot say "ar gu gu gu gu" anymore
and i wont have a chance to hear that too.

lastly:

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY RANDALL!!! ^^

=(

2007-09-25T03:45:00.000-07:00

have been quite some time since i blogged.
prelim results were out.
scored badly as expected.

photos will be update cause now even the laptop also want to find trouble for me. -.-

what excatly you want from me.
give up on me and i wont disturb you.
thanks.

=(

2007-09-12T00:52:00.000-07:00

i cant wait for fri.
suppose to be at 9am to 9pm
but i'm having chem exam.
haiya.
going to envy like crazy on that day.
want to know whats that?
fri i will post all the photos.

i'm not happy. =(
我只想和你在一起，真的有那么辛苦吗？
对你而言，我到底在你心里的哪个的角落。
我不喜欢忽冷忽热的你，也不喜欢沉默的你。
为何我们总是不可以开开心心的在一起。
请你谅解我的感受好吗。

=)

2007-09-03T18:55:00.000-07:00

anyone having a lappy, i phone, ipod that need to be design.
i saw this piece of paper on bro's table.
its called "gelaskins".
OMG.
their design are really nice so went to website to see able to find.
the price is reasonable too.
see see see!
http://www.gelaskins.com/index.php

changing my hotmaill add to joannatsp@hotmail.com.
so plssss add me in msn. ^^

if so many things happening at home,
i rather be out then coming back.

you...

2007-09-03T18:37:00.000-07:00

thanks my dear boy.

thanks for your love.

thanks for your care.

thanks for your encouragement.

thanks for your jokes.
thanks for your surprises.

thanks for your promises.

thanks for tolerating my silly thinking.

thanks for being there for me.

thanks thanks thanks!

photos!!!!

2007-09-02T00:43:00.000-07:00

Finally,
there some time for me to post up photos. ^^

Fri was celebration for Teachers' Day.
everything went on smoothly except for the &^$%&^#&^U% pizza. -.-
musa, haziq, farhana, razmeer came to celebrate teachers' day with us.
its really sweet to see them back
but too bad mel and angeline never come.
haiya!

made by von and just a little part of me. ^^

=)

look at Yenfi's face!! =X always like to do that face. =P

presentssssss for them. ^^

this is what i called whole class. it wont be complete without the teachers. ^^

boyssss. =)

the food SUPER YUMMY can!!!

done by wynne. nice isn't it. ^^

opss. =X

nice nice. *clap clap*

tuition on thurs.
didnt know they actually bought a cake for mr ow. ^^

cutting cake session. keke.

whole class. sweeeet. ^^

mummy's birthday on the 27th aug.
didnt know what to buy so the 3 of us (sis, bro & me of course)
bought her a cup with our family photo on it.
she knew smth was on and always target me to force me say out what we will buy.
and sis will always say why i go and tell her.
not i want, but i no choice!
WE LOVE YOU MUMMY!!!! ^^

a picture says a thousand words. =)

^^

this not taken during her birthday but 1 week or so before her actual birthday. ^^

next, 23rd aug was yuan xin's birthday.
trying to give her a surprise but don think succeed.
nvm la, as long as we are all there to celebrate with her. ^^

yuan xin = round heart. but we got a big heart instead. ^^

smileeeee. ^^

follow by, sis's birthday was on the 23th aug.
mummy and me went to buy a pendant for her after choosing and choosing.
the day of her baday, right i woke up,
i placed the present in her working bag and jus nice,
after i went to school
and she is preparing to go off for work.
open her bag and *BOOM*
the present!! ^^

^^

the pendant. 4 diamonds in total but cant take close shot or will be blur. ^^

last but not least is von von's bday which fell on 17th aug.
celebarte at wynne's house.
its actually a surprise but think she also can expect whats going on next. ^^

=)

make a wishhhhhhhh. ^^

yea!!! can tatse the yummy cake!! =X

i'm not going to let you step out of my life ever again love.
if you know how much your mood affect mine,
will you still think that my love for you is not real?

^^

2007-08-27T08:46:00.000-07:00

beofre the clock strike 12, wanna wish...

MUMMY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

QING AI DE CASSANDRA HAPPY SWEET 17th BIRTHDAY!

=(

2007-08-25T06:42:00.000-07:00

another escape.
i hope nth of that will ever happen again.
it hurts.

d&t, finally over.
hope everything will be fine.

my eyes hurt.

=)

2007-08-15T04:13:00.000-07:00

'B*******d' and me. ^^ OMG, good combination of colours. =X

just smth to destress. ^^

preety lady. weeeeee. ^^

haha, they are helping those UG group to pull down the flag. nice nice pple. =X

a chance is all i have. =)

lost the drive to blog.
sorry.

happy nurses' day!!!

2007-08-01T04:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NURSES' DAY MUMMY! ^^

=)

2007-07-28T01:23:00.000-07:00

black collar tee,
aaron's drawing,
4 colours,
wonderful class tee.

while trying to discuss bout the class tee thingy,
many pple want different stuff.
but,
its really difficult to tailor to everyone taste.
however,
making class tee,
everyone name should be include inside
and same design.

the auntie will be rushing to print the tee for me,
bfore 8/8/07.

going to bring the sample of sizes down on mon to school,
let them try the size,
everything must be done by mon. -.-

i'm in pain!!!! =X

photos. ^^

2007-07-27T04:08:00.000-07:00

went to tm with von and rika came along cause on the same bus.
reach the shop, class tee got to settle by tml.
haiyaya.
welll, went food culture at cs to have our lunch.
don rmb what the name of the food i ate but its really alot!!!

den jus the 2 of us (of course is von and me)
went to starbucks and start my cravings. =X

=P

tiramisu!!! but i still think the one von made is nicer and yummy!!! =X

cheesecake. ^^ wynne, want someeee? keke.

Sis bought this adidas bag for me,
kinda of big but stillllll,
THANKS. =)

and of course,
this is a present from clever. ^^

but i still like this present most. =)

bday celebration was held on fri.
i'm not feeling well.

rocky. ^^

chocolates, chocolates, chocolates!!!
thanks clever. ^^

thanks for telling me what this 4 hearts means. ^^

weeeee~~~ ^^

random. =)

in loveeeeee. ^^

=)

2007-07-27T03:30:00.000-07:00

while waiting for clever's msg,
the time pass really slowwww. =X

and finally i finish my hmwk
so that i can concentrate on my foilo tml and sun.
(joanna, jia you!!!)

ytd,
clever bought smth for me and its very sweet for him to do so.
he said to that person this, "for my mum."
keke.
he's gonna say me if he read this post. =X

weather is not-so-good but oh-so-comfortable.
make me wanna sleeeeeeeeep. =X

class tee, class tee,
i want my class tee to be ready by 8/8/07!!!

i want the samsung mp3 so much
but i still ask 2nd uncle not to buy cause i don need it.
haiyaya.
but think about it,
i don really need it,
waste money!!! ^^

maybe someone told you smth,
thats what i feel, cause your attitude change. =)
but whatever it is,
you told me you will follow your heart rather than listen to what others said.
however, it seem otherwise.
nvm,
afterall, i still ____ you so. ^^

=)

2007-07-25T05:50:00.000-07:00

OMG.
so long never blog already.
gonna turn rusty soon.

well,
bday jus past (22nd july),
and i got really lots of blessing from friends. ^^
not only that but surprises.
THANKS!!! =)

didnt view my friendster and blog until today
and found actually pple still send me msges and wish me. ^^

living room computer problem is still not solve yet.
how am i to upload the phots.
haiyaya.

anyway,
i do have an enjoyable bday on that day.
thanks to clever. ^^

ciao~~
gonna study for tml test. =)

in love. ^^

2007-07-11T05:32:00.001-07:00

going to school,
and back home alone,
the feeling is always so different.
hmmm,
i really love being surround with friends,
not facing the 3 walls and door in my room.

starting to say hello and bye to youuu again,
and it realy feel good! ^^

lessons were boring but as usual,
police & murderer will be played.
BUT!!!
today they got a new game, heart attack.
hey hey hey, its really a nice game. (for me anything also nice) =X
very fun and play till hand red like don noe what. ^^

i think i'm really in love with you, deeply.
in love with...
your smile,
your laughter,
your jokes,
your stubborness,
your surprise,
your everything.
rmb 康乐 & 喜儿? ^^
i don care how others say bout the name cause it belong to us, not them. =)
and and and,
if i cant have you,i want no one else. =)

=)

2007-07-09T06:00:00.001-07:00

photos will be update soon.
sorry. =)

well,
tml having my mt oral le.
not really excited, nor scare, nor nervous.
maybe when my turn is drawing near,
den i will start to sweat and pray hard.

i miss aom,
a small little girl in bangkok.
i miss
the way she smile,
the way she laugh,
the way she pinch me,
the way we use "hand sign" to communicate,
the way we use simple thai language to ask each other if we understand,
the way we cried when we parted,
the way we say goodbye to each other,
and the way she turn and walk away. =)

i got her photo,
but its in another com.
upload soon.
promise. =)

2007-07-08T06:07:00.000-07:00

i don know if i really recover from the incident,
i don know if i really don mind everything,
i don know if i can put on my smile and face him again,
i don know if everything is going to be alright,
i don know, i don know, i don know.

i don dare to carry anymore hope.
know all i want is to be happy.
von von,
i'm fine! =)

i still must be noisy, irritating, disturbing joanna, nana, jojonana
or any name you all called rmb? ^^

LEARN TO STAND UP AFTER THE FALL.

its not i don want to,

but i've got no strength. =(

argh

2007-07-04T05:59:00.000-07:00

i want to know something.
i want to know many things.
but,
i lack of the courage to do so.

feeling very empty inside me.
never like the feeling of pple doubting me
and that make me conclude,
"so after all, you don trust me at all"

no longer looking forward to that day whereby you have smth to tell me,
no longer looking forward to 14th,
no longer looking forward to 22th,
no longer looking forward to any more day.

i want to tell someone how i really feel,
i really got alot of things to say.
argh!!!

JOANNA TAN, STOP BEING A SUPER DUPER DUMBASS FREAK!

i'm really not feeling good.

not good at all.

blea!

2007-06-25T05:04:00.000-07:00

STRESS, STRESS, STRESS!!!
omg.
first day of school and get stress by so many things.
teachers scaring us with the prelims,
early morning hui ting told me must call sir alvin in the afternoon.
st.john day this wed!!!
i'm suppose to shout the pledge OUT LOUD.
but,
i'm giving that to theresa.
hers is louder than mine. =X
(finally someone louder than me. phew.)

just finish ironed my uniform.
left with boots to make it shine.
but i'm tired. =(
(jia you joanna!)
clever clever where are you to give me support! =X

tml finish lesson at 3pm.
request to mr ben yong if i can end at 2 so can train my cadets.
(not excuse to skip lesson alright. =X)

off to study! =)

random

2007-06-21T20:45:00.000-07:00

came home after a holiday.
but once i reach home,
i felt stress once again.

things have never change better within the 5 days i'm gone.
i don noe why,
and i don bother to find out why.

just got to know a little secret from my mum.
yes, i'm shock.
i've never expect that.

i'm not so happy after all.

have been asking myself
what can i do to help.
but the ans always is NONE.

clever ask me what i want most now.
i cant think of anything but now i know the ans.
i jus want everything turns out to be fine.
let those who want to acheive their goals in their life, acheive it.
let those who want to reach great height in their career, reach it.
i just want that to happen.
and that only applies to my family.
alright, say all you want, i'm selfish. =)

pple tend to be envy or jealous with someone
when they cant get the stuff they want yet others get it.
frankely, i'm always jealous of my sis.
whatever i want, she will always have it first.
but what if jealousy gets over us?
hmmm.

very random post.
i don even noe whay i'm typing. =)

pictures will be upodate soon.
i'm just lazy.

bye bye

2007-06-15T19:37:00.000-07:00

1 hour plus more,
will be at the airport.
2 hours plus more,
will be checking in.
5 hours plus more,
will be boarding the plane.
7 hours plus more,
will be reaching bangkok.
erm erm erm.
and i THINK around 120 plus more hours,
I WILL REACH SINGAPORE LE!!!! ^^
(its just 5 days la joanna, very fast will be over.)

i know its jus 5 days,
and i wont be msging clever at all for these 5 WHOLE days.
i will eat as much as i want,
don care bout fat anymore le. =X
eat till face round round!

alright guys,
got to prepare some stuff.
sooooooo.
enjoy your LAST WEEK holidays!!! =)

i miss clever!
i miss clever!
i miss clever!
i miss clever!
i miss clever!
i miss clever!
i miss clever!
i really really miss youuu alot!!!
erm erm,
rmb to take good care of yourself.
rmb to drink lots of water cause weather very hot!
rmb to do your art.
rmb not to msg so many gals. =X
anddd.
rmb to miss meeee! ^^

cass say i nv miss her
but still call her qing ai de. =X

I MISS MY QING AI DE CASSANDRA TEO SZE YUN!!! =)

bye bye!!! ^^

bangkok

2007-06-15T00:32:00.000-07:00

was wondering what to pack the day before.
asking mum so she jus said,
"jus bring 2 pieces of clothing and a jean cause you be buying lots there. buy le den can wear."
actually, what she said quite true but then the shirt will be dirty without washing,
later itchy. =X

so today FINALLY i start really packing.
came home early from d&t.
sharing luggage with priscilla and this is how small our luggage compare to others. ^^

it small alright. =)

2nd uncle praise pris and me cause we really packed till neat neat. ^^ (it was my idea to pack in zip lock bag.) =X

tml going bangkok le.
erm.... hmmmm...
leaving for 5 days,
wed coming back and its like sooooo long. =(

I WILL BE MISSING CLEVER SO MUCH! =)

haiya

2007-06-13T05:22:00.000-07:00

mon,
mr teo mood very good.
he bought zx, jeff and me breakfast.
drive us to ubi to find my spring
and eat laska. =X
OMG!!!
he jus become so good!!!

empty.

=(

mr teo's van is actually quite messy. =X

when was this?
last fri?
i think so. =X
as usual,
lunch and zx never fail to take my phone and keep.
but this time turns out to be jerral!!

calling my phone. hur hur.

see, bag searching. =X

they like to do this. lolx.

haiyo,
i'm so sianz. =(

=(

2007-06-11T04:22:00.000-07:00

sometimes i don noe i'm at wrong,
cause no one told me.

sometimes i don that i made someone angry,
cause no one told me.

sometimes i don noe what i do will let pple stop scolding me,
cause no one told me.

no one told me and i cant be bothered to ask anyone too.
fine,
say all you want.
i'm jus plain LAZY can?

many things happen recently.
good and bad.
i don noe what i should do
cause i ask no one what should i do.

i'm not strong at all.
so problems, please go away. =(
i'm not feeling good,
so just stop acting as if you are feeling so fine, joanna!!!
DUMBASS!!!
i really want to cry out loud but i cant.
mummy say only weakling cry.
i have been a weakling too many time
and i cant be another one this time.
keeping everything to myself is really terrible.
i wanna be free.
lend me your shoulder to lean on.
will you?

=)

2007-06-09T03:07:00.000-07:00

tired out.
now i seriouly know how tired mummy will be
when she does all the housework. =)

i'm worry,
hope she will recover soon. =)

there will never be an ending for THIS story. =)

yeaaaa.

2007-06-06T02:57:00.000-07:00

wei wei.
firstly,
i'm soooo tired. -.-
d&t non stop and for days i have been saying,
" i will be going home early."
but it never happen cause i will stay till 5.30. -.-
need some entertainment
and so finally took out my sweet sweet camera. =X

haha. he is jus so cuteee la. with him around, its just so fun!!! =X

mr teo. snap shot. =X he always scold me de and starting line will be... "JOANNA AR... ^&%&^$%." =X but he is really a nice nice instructor. ^^

siva, my new friend. =X not so new. let me see. we get to know each other during d&t SA1 when he sit beside me. i like to turn around so when i turn towards my left, its him. he smile den i smile den we both smile. =X

have been asking him to pose for this since last week when the machine is out of order. finally. ^^

found it in mr teo room. its just youuu. =)

ytd went home at 5.30.
the whole school is like sooo quiet.
jus like this,
EMPTY. =)

=)

and the security guard is "eating snake." =X

sunday after bathing,
preparing to study but pearlyn called and ask me is i can bring granny out.
I DON WANT!!!
but no choice. =X
so take a cab down people park og. -.-
OMG!!!
pearlyn bought a new phone, D900i if i not wrong.
and and and...
i acutally gonna buy le either w880i(sony ericsson) or u600(samsung) .
but when the thought of going home getting scold
and how expensive its is.
BOO!!!
better don buy. =)
went to Royal Hotel for dinner.
meet up with 2nd uncle, auntie, pris and ryan.
yummy yummy. ^^

on the way... =X

nice nice. ^^

what more can i say? =)

he's the man. =X

2nd aunt and of course. the naughty ryan. =P

granny and pearlyn. =)

don really get a chance to take photo with granny. so must grab the chance. =X

alright, pris and ar maaaaa. ^^

i like blur blur photo. don noe why. =X

twisttttt. ^^

words cant express out how i feel.
so i shall use my actions.
you're like my dream come true, my love. =)

youuuu.

2007-06-01T19:29:00.000-07:00

hmmm.
ytd afternoon was raining quite heavy.
and we(jeff, zx and me) were hungry.
since its raining mr teo suggest us to order mac.
haha.
but he is not going to treat us. -.-
so.....
lastly we decide to order
Canadian Pizza. ^^

we order a cheesy pizza, hawaiian pizza, garlic toast, and 2 bottles of drinks.
BUT!!!!
they gave us cheesy turkey.
OMG.
we are okie with it but zx cant have it.
so in the end he jus ate the garlic toast.
poor him. =(

*TA DA* ^^

von's stun face. =X

zx cant have it, so he pose for it. LOLX.

jeff, me, von.

weiiii, don be cam shy. ^^

poor poor zx. =(

we got really nth better to do. =X no no. should me meee. idea came from meee. =X

ermmmmm. hehe. =X

Vesak day was on thurday.
so went to pray the thai god at wat ananda metyarama at jalan bukit merah.
the thai master not really that free so we jus chit chat a while and went off.
he nv fail to ask me how my studies. =X
and next we went shopping!! =X
drive down to orchard, full.
down to plaza sing, full.
so lastly to bugis, lucky still got space. =)
i'm hungry cause didnt eat much in the morning.
so decide to have Sakae Sushi.

GRANNY FIRST TIME EATING SAKAE SUSHI and SHE IS SOOOO CUTE!!! =X

order lots of food,
slamon avocado gunkan shusi, spicy tuan gunka, hiyayakko, soft shell crab agemono, chawanmushi, tako sashimi, and everyone own set meal. ^^
and they wanna order yaki moriawase.
lucky didnt cause we are all sooo full.

right side.

left side.

and mineee. ^^ finally rmb what i eat. its unagi kabayaki & mix fry bento. ^^

tako sashimi. my fav!!! =X keke.

chawanmushi. nice nice. ^^

granny first expreience. she really very funny. =X

3rd uncle and blur blur de ar ma. opps.

mummy. ^^

3 of us. =) mummy, me, sis.

blurrr, but i like this the mostt. =)

miss the cloud,
miss the sky,
miss the fun,
miss the time. =)

i wanna go china school again!! =X

the day the confession begins,
the day i know you're the one.

its not easy for us to come till now,
and i believe this will make us strong.

for now i want nth more,
nth more than jus holding your hand,
and never let go.

clever, clever, clever, clever, clever!!!
you're the oneeee. ^^

life..

2007-05-30T19:36:00.000-07:00

wei wei.
here to blog le.
but i got nth much to say.
hmmm.

ooo ya.
ytd went to watch Shrek 3.
OMG.
its really a niceee show.
von, waston, pris, ryan and me were laughing all the way. =X

well, here jus some random pics. ^^

nice nice. its not any alcholic drink btw. =)

^^

must try!!!

havng coaching and we are bored so we decide to give zhi xian a star on his ear. niceeee =X

I forget what day is this le. but we went to gave lunch at mos burger and the jokes they made bout this colours number are real funny. =X

we natural shot are taken, they look great. ^^

TAN ZHI XIAN!!! my hao jie mei. =X he is really niceee.

noooo. not penknife ok. lolx. its jus pencil darwing on zx hand and the words jus came out. i don noe how to descride but its really amazing.

von came my house THAT day and she jus took my camera shoot anything she see. including some shot she should not have take. =X

=)

^^

meeee. =X

well, i really miss ERICA!!!
hmmm.
hope can see her soon.

Madel did this for me sine March? haha. yeaaaa. THANKS!

missing my st.john life too.
the punishment we get,
the scolding we receive,
the hardship we went through. =)

100 steps.
i wanna be the one who take just that 1 step.
can i? =)

would you be there?

2007-05-29T05:18:00.000-07:00

REDWAN ALI-WOULD YOU BE THERE

if i were blue,

would you be there for me,

and whisper in my ears that's oka.

Would you stand by me,

let me hold you tight,

and say you love me one more time.

If i feel good,

would you slow dance with me,

and touch my lips with tender loving care

would you die for me?

would you run with me?

and never look back

would you be there to love to be with me?

would you swear that your love is always true?

would you say that you'll always be the one TO TAKE MY BREATH AWAY?

would you be there to love to be with me?

would you swear that your love is always true?

would you say that you'll always be the one TO TAKE MY BREATH AWAY?

would you be there....

if i will wait,

would you still think of me?

and wished that you could hold me now

would you die for me,

would you run with me,

all the way

would you be there to love to be with me?

would you swear that your love is always true?

would you say that you'll always be the one TO TAKE MY BREATH AWAY?

would you be there to save my soul tonight?

would you swear that your love is always true?

would you say that you'll always be there,

to kiss my pain away?

would you be there to love to be with me?

would you swear that your love is always true?

would you say that you'll always be the one TO TAKE MY BREATH AWAY?

would you be there to save my soul tonight?

would you swear that your love is always true?

would you say that you'll always be there,

to kiss my pain away?

would you be there.......... for me??

all the best

2007-05-25T02:29:00.000-07:00

well, bro is leaving Singapore to NZ for his university interview today.
its kind of a good chance for him and hope he can pass through it. =)

kor kor. all the best for ur interview and enjoy at NZ!!! =)

going out for dinner at 7.
don really feel like going cause have been very stress up these few days cause of m.t coaching.

weiiii, i'm tired. =(

not so happy

2007-05-18T02:08:00.000-07:00

hmmm.
i don noe what to blog cause i'm using lappy while all my photos are in the other com.
so i cant update.

review paper at SAC these few days and really toture me.
my flu just didnt seem to stop and its really irritating.
not feeling well these few days too.
with cough, flu and headache.

I'M NOT SO HAPPY.

happy day. =)

2007-05-14T04:35:00.000-07:00

i'm happy.
i really am. =)
thanks for today clever.

words jus cant express out how i'm feeling now. ^^

=)

2007-05-13T03:38:00.000-07:00

finally.
finally after everything that have happen,
it went back to normal.
i hope the good time will last.
i know it will,
for the trust within the both of us have grow stronger.

i tend to be happy over small little things you have said or sms or any other ways of expressing. von they all called me crazy.
how should i express out my feelings when i'm lousy at it.
haha.
nvm one day they will understand.
jus like xs lastest post bout wynne.
its really sweeeet can.
keke.

ytd bbq was niceee.
but i didnt eat much cause i'm helping them bbq-ing. ^^
since i don noe how to ride a bicycle, =X
daryl gave me a ride and that was really exciting!!!
and i request for another round,
but who ask me too heavy
until halfway change to jerral ride me.
hahahaha.

photos will be update real soon.
blogger seriosuly having some problem that is really irritating. =X

if you know, how much you mean to me.
if you know, how much i care bout you.
if you know, i never want anyone but you.
if you know, how much i ____ you.
will you leave me ever again? =)

clever clever clever. ^^

shine after rain.

2007-05-08T03:26:00.001-07:00

nowadays blogger having some problem or izzit the lappy having some problem.
anyway, as long as i can still blog, thats enough.

shine after rain. =)
i don noe what is really happening these few days,
what is going on,
but all i know,
its fine now.

tml last paper,
happy and nervous.
i know i will score badly for my paper.
expected it.
=(

sat is coming,
i'm excited.
being with them,
my troubles will all be gone. ^^
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

well, von von came my house study D&T.
but we seem to chit chat more than we study.
thats gals, what you expect?
haha.
she went to have dinner with her family and coming back later.
so here i am blogging.

my room is in a mess now,
sis have been saying how untidy my room is and i'm going to pack up tml. ^^

gtg guys.
have to help mummy do some stuff.
ciao~

fake

2007-05-06T04:38:00.000-07:00

i am fake.
yes i am.
let me see...
i betray my friends,
i lied,
i do nasty things,
everything bad i have done before.

happy to hear the ans? =)
yes, i am that bad.

oh well, all these doesnt matter to me anymore.
BELIEVE is jus a word,
so go on.

Mum went to work and sure, i never fail to hug her and say good bye to her.
Jus now i gave her a lonoooooog hug.
Didnt want to let go.
I knew she sense smth wrong cause she asked me, "smth happen?"
I wet her uniform by my tears and she stopped asking.
I kissed her and say Good-Bye plus I Love You.

that what i did nearly everyday when she went for work.
the very first time i say I Love You to her i said it so quick that she might not even notice.
but now, =) i would like to say it slowly to her.

Nothing in life is ever as simple as we imagine. =)

hypocrite

2007-05-05T23:24:00.000-07:00

hypocrite pple tend to gain more trust, don you think so? hur. whatever it is, let them be cause they seriously got nth better to do other keep on saying other pple business when its none of their business. why be such a 38? can you pple jus get a life, rather den wasting your time like that. or perhaps that is one of your hobby. maybe. suppose 24hrs per day might not be enough for them.

sometimes things really don go by the way we want and expected. good times nv last but the memories do. when smth is going on too fine, problems arise and all gone in jus a short moment.

pple, never sleep on the bed full of papers(notes) cause when you wake up in the morning, there will be lots of paper cuts on you here and there and when you bath......... painnnnnn.

just tell me what your
MAIN MOTIVE.

hurts

2007-05-05T05:44:00.000-07:00

you're online.
i wanted to talk to you.
i wanted to know what happen,
but i know you will nv tell.
and i never have the courage.
have i done smth wrong?
or say smth wrong.
tell me so i'll know.

perharps my guesses are correct.
that you believe what other have say.
and you jus walk out like that.
how am i to respond to all these sudden change.

hurt

2007-05-05T03:45:00.000-07:00

trying to blog but everytime i try, error occur. its damn irritating.

i hope its not true,
i hope they are not the one who have been saying things behind my back,
i hope that if they were the one, they shall stop,
i hope i never get to know them, for it really disgust me,
i hope i'm thinking too much,
i hope he will trust me,
i hope he will never turn his back on me,
i hope i'm the one he will hold on to when he fall,
i hope i'll be the one who he want to share his joy and sorrow with,
i hope everything ends here but not us.
i hope, i really hope.

i'm not crazy bout you, seriously i'm not like what others said but i know my feelings are true that why i never let go no matter how. up and downs we have been through. yes, through this short period of time. after all words are still words, nth change and nth move.

i cant control my feelings, i don noe why. everytime you are so near yet so far to me. wynne understand me. xiang sheng understand me. zhi xian, jerral and von von all understand so why cant you?

maybe like i say, i'm thinking too much but what if the way i think is true? you choose to believe others rather than me?

I finally know who my goods friends are. thanks, they will be there for me even though i everyday pester them. thanks von von, wynne, zx, xs, jeff, jerral. =)

Like A Rose.

And as I look into your eyes

I see an angel in disguise

Sent from God above

For me to love

To hold and idolise

And as I hold your body near

I'll see this month through to a year

And then forever on

'Til life is gone

I'll keep your loving near

And now I've finally found my way

To lead me down this lonely road

All I have to do

Is follow you

To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose

You give me room to grow

You shone the light of love on me

And gave me air so I can breathe

You open doors that close

In a world where anything goes

You give me strength so

I stand tall

Within this bed of earth

Just like a rose

And when I feel like hope is gone

You give me strength to carry on

Each time I look at you

There's something new

To keep our loving strong

I hear you whisper in my ear

All of the words

I long to hear

Of how you'll always be

Here next to me

To wipe away my tears

And now I've finally found my way

To lead me down this lonely road

All I have to do is follow you

To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose

You give me room to grow

You shone the light of love on me

And gave me air so I can breathe

You open doors that close

In a world where anything goes

You give me strength so I stand tall

Within this bed of earth

Just like a rose

And though the seasons change

Our love remains the same

You face the thunder

When the sunshine turns to rain

Just like a rose

You treat me like a rose

You give me room to grow

You shone the light of love on me

And gave me air so I can breathe

You open doors that close

In a world where anything goes

You give me strength so I stand tall

Within this bed of earth

Just like a rose

You give me strength so I stand tall

Within this bed of earth

Just like a rose.

jus blogging. =)

2007-05-04T04:38:00.000-07:00

well well, exams were really hard but still hope i score well or perhaps a pass? =) hmmm. nth much to blog nowadays cause all the while i'm mugging and mugging. ^^

see their legs, they jus automatic put one of their leg up and form a hole. =X haha. and they didnt know i took it. =X

wynne and xiang sheng. look at his face. LOLX.

well, i jus took it out from my living room. nearly can see it everyday. nice nice. =)

clever, i believe time will tells everything. ^^

alright

2007-05-01T05:29:00.000-07:00

i'm fine now. =) everything solve and i'm happy. lalalalala.

Thanks von von, wynne, zhi xian, jerral, xiang sheng keep on asking me not to be sadddddd. but, i'm totally fine. keke.

alright, lets solve the problem together. =)

clever

2007-04-30T01:24:00.000-07:00

telling me smth i don wish to know, don want to know, don dare to know. if only you know how much your words hurt. don say you know when you don understand it at all.

anyway i'm jus making a fool out of myself, feeling so retarded.

clever, clever, clever!!!

hurt

2007-04-29T06:08:00.000-07:00

ok, let me tell you this. if you have no idea how much your words have hurt me.

i'll tell you,

" IT TOTALLY HURTS!!!"

my day. =)

2007-04-27T01:34:00.000-07:00

....... today paper. die. =X

English was alright for me. but for chinese, oh-my-god. my eyes jus become soooo pain out of a so i cant concentrate at all. when i rest my head on the table and Mr Yong came knocking on it. -.- i'm not sleeping!!!

Nvm, so overall, i think i'll flunk my paper till........ =X

Mum having her exam today too but i'm not sure what isa that for. haha. hope everything went well for her. =) Pris told me her paper today was easy. HEr chinese paper start at 10.15 and she finish it by 10.45!!! OMG!!!! i want that speed too can.

why cant Mr Xia and Mr Goh combine together so our class can go science centre too? that will be a great idea but too bad, too late. Keke. went to find Miss See after exam, she teach us Geo and seriously she is soooooooo good can. she's niceee. =) Thanks Mr Chew for giving Yvonne and me a ride home or else both of us sure will become "lou tang ji". =X

i'm falling in love with Disney Songs. well well, say all you want to say but seriously their songs are nice cause they are always full of emotions when you listen to it. =)

have been wanting to change my blogskin but den i cant find any nice one. i know i say before wanna make my own but.... yeay, i'm jus lazy to ask pple around. =X

shall stop here le ba. no photos this time roud. ^^

Clever, its raining, soooooo take care!! =)

good luck

2007-04-26T05:21:00.000-07:00

Hello pple~ =)

Jus a very short post to wish GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST to those who are taking SA paper tml. =0

JIA YOU!!!

Clever, all the best to you. =)

=)

2007-04-25T04:06:00.000-07:00

wei wei wei. long time no blog. busy studying? no la. actually slacking. =X okie, lets see, went to Vivo on SUn with granny, mummy, auntie & sis. Being left out cause they have their own talks. Haha. Hungry hungry so finally after shopping went to Thai Express. YUMMY!!!

Granny ^^

Auntie, her thai language the best! =)

Hungry hungry!!!

Soft shell crab. OMG!

My fav thai food, but i don what is this called. all i know is very niceeeee. =)

food.

& food. =P

Bought a pair of shoe. Heart beating very fast when i wanna buy cause jie jie is with me and for sure she gonna say smth. in the end, she did as i expect. =X

Everlast. =)

*TA DA* =D

Speech day on 20th April. I'm getting Colours Award and its a total last min thing for me as teacher-in-charge thought that i get it last year, but in fact, NO. Lalalala. Tiring day that day. =)

Theresa & me. OMG. She making me heart stop when she tell me she didnt bring her uniform to go for Speech Day!!!

Cass!!! She wanted to take that to take photo. Haha.

Von Von, my hair total mess. =X

Clever, clever, clever ^^. Guess who i'm saying? jus you, you, you. =)

lalalala

2007-04-20T06:20:00.000-07:00

well, i have edit most or can say all of my post. =) memories will not be keep inside this blog anymore as i don want it to. =) a whole new life is much much more better.

=( wanna upload photos of today Speech Day. but can see that bro wanna use the com. nvm pple, tml den i upload ba but only a few cause i don see much of my friend there. ^^ see ya. =)

erica house. =)

2007-04-13T03:00:00.000-07:00

Went to Erica's house just now. Miss her lots!!! Well, she cut her hair short! OMG!! but she look cute in it though. =)

Somehow, i force her to smile. =)

=)

Erica. ^^

Fierce~

Side view. =D

Went to TM to find mummy so in the end brought 2 new books. "Memories of the Geisha" & "Forget" The one on the top is the book i currently reading now, "The Girls" about the oldest conjoining twins. sad story but you will laugh at the same time. =) I WANT FASTER READ FINISH!!!! Now, i'm so into storybooks!!!

I dirty my book. Sad. Cause i want to eat chicken den it drop into the plastic bag and reach home, take out, dirty. ARGH!!!!!! STUPID!!! Even this small thing can make me feel so irritated, whats happening to me?

alright. i'm even more firm not signing on cause i don want to face anymore probs. fine, jus say i'm running away. =) well, in the first place when i heard smth, i CHOOSE to hate those words, but when i went back to class think bout it, i'm totally dumb to be hot over smth. i don hate but maybe dislike and slowly i still CHOOSE to like. =)

told TAN hui ting bout my decision, she say at least i have some pride in my st.john life. but i told her i have none. my only pride is not being a platoon commander but forming up my competition team, NA1. i miss you gals!!!

photos!!

2007-03-31T04:16:00.000-07:00

Went out with Mum, Dad and Sis jus now. Jie jie treat us to DIng Tai Feng to eat. YUMMY YUMMY!!! =)

What to eat?? Hmmm.

I don noe what this suppose to called but look like pork culet to me. =X

Dan dan mian, Niceeeeee. =)

My Beef noodles. Its just so yummmmmmmy =X

Fried rice.

Dumplings, Juiccccccccy.

Beef noodles without beef, but with beef soup base. Keke.

She don wanna care bout me!!! Hump!!

Now, their turn don care bout me!!!

Dumpling soup.

Nvm, i care bout myself. ^^

BURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRP!!!! Opps. sorry!! =X

Here come de....... Haha. Sorry don noe what is this called. =X

Too hungry to wait so ate this before going to Ding Tai Feng. Anyway Sis bought this for me too. =)

First aid com.

2007-03-21T03:09:00.000-07:00

We won. Finally we won. But don wanna say much on this. =) Just wanna congrats my NC1`07. You make us proud. =)

Sir Pia Tat, Iris, Yanteen, Angela, Xue Ling, Hui Ting and me. =)

Together as one.

5,4,3,2,1. =)

Last talking before going to Competition.

STOP JOKING!! =X

Nervous?!

Sec 1. =)

Haiyo, don look around le can!!

AC team with jas. =)

Slow march.

Spreading out.

Hormat.

First Aid case.

Treatment.

CPR.

Home Nursing.

Taking medicine.

Temperature.

4 BIG CHALLENGE TROPHIES.

Trophies.

Waiting for results to announce.

Group photo. =)

Their team is NC1. Click to see results clearer.

BIG TROPHY!!!

Finally~~~~

3 Cheers for NC1. =)

Hard work ineed pays off.

So here a treat for them. Souel Garden. =)

Lalala. Nice nice. =)

19 pple in total. =)

Haha. Nth to do. Btw, opp me is ALVIN SHA!!!

Nice nice. =X

As usual. Lalalala.

Winning the challenge trophy is not everything. =) Jia you gals!!!

competition

2007-03-16T20:09:00.000-07:00

Lots of things to post about but jus donn oe where to satrt so, decided not to say much.

Competition tml and i'm really worried for my gals. Hope they can do well and win back the pride for themselves. Hui ting, Xue ling, Angela, Yan teen and Iris, JIA YOU!!! =)

studies

2007-03-14T05:35:00.000-07:00

wanted to upload pictures but then the computer just not working. Forget about it then. Some other time. Having lots of thoughts in my mind.

My sis didnt want me to go Poly after O. Not even JC cause she want me to go SIM. Hmmm. In the very first place, i'm interested in that plan when i read one of the news articles. But with my results. I'm confused, nervous, scared lots of feelings. i jus totally lost.

It save me up total of 2 years whereby i reach the age of 20 i will get my degree by then. 2 years, i cant afford to waste anymore of my time if you people know me well. ARGH!!!!

no life.

2007-03-08T21:14:00.000-08:00

Gosh. i'm damn tired now. Results sux big time. When dad went to see Mr Yong he was saying bout how much time i put into st.john rather than studies but that not the truth!!! I'm sooo irritated by what he said. ARGH!!!!

This holiday doesnt seem like one. Mon, English Oral. Tue Chinese Oral. Wed, Chemistry extra lesson plus early in the morning go for D&T. Thurs and Fri, whole day D&T. Sat, St.john. Sun, Competition. Don intend to slack anymore after seeing my result like rubbish.

dinner.

2007-03-06T03:18:00.000-08:00

Well. Last Sunday mum invited her usual friends to come our house and have dinner. So my mum would always ask me to invite my friends too. Kids running around, adults chit chatting. Invite my classmates and Delta. Play cards and so lucky win $20+ =) Jus some random photos. =)

Food food food!!!

Curry and soup. =P

Dad cutting Salmon for the 'yu shen'. =)

Got to wash the cups like mad after everyone leave. =X

3rd uncle. Eat eat eat, face round round le la!!

(Gal in blue) Nico and her sister. =) i forget her sis name. =X

Chubby chubby. ^^

I totally forget her name but she very quiet and very surprise she will be so active when taking photo. Keke.

Finally they start to eat. =X

My house new aquarium. Did i spell it correctly? Haha. I know it nice. =)

Rose from Zhi Xian as he promise on v.time day but the rose not open de!!!! But THANKS anyway. =)

photos

2007-03-03T21:28:00.000-08:00

Fri, 2/3/07, 1st uncle leaving to Dubai again. Sad sad. Sometimes when he start telling me what wrong and correct, i don really like it but when he is leaving off, kind of bu she de. sob sob. =X

Wanted to eat Sushi at first but too many pple so we walked here and there and here and there and here and there AGAIN and finally decide to eat at this Thai Restaurant. Tom Yam Soup is niceeeeeeeeeeee. =)

Together. =) Left to right. Bro, Uncle, Aunt, Ya Hong Uncle, Uncle William and Ar Soon. =)

Nth better to do, soooooooooooooo. Haha. Take a pic. =X

1st uncle and me. =) Sad sad.= (

He a guy who hardworking, cook well, think deep, etc and of course he a nice man. =)

Saying 'Goodbye' is nv nice. Parting is always so sour. Haiz.

Suddenly, the airport is soooooooooo nice. =)

Went to Hotel to have lunch. Don noe invite by who but the food there really yummy. =) After that went to Mark and Spencer to buy smth being going to visit Aunt. =)

Our table. =)

Like the choice of colour they choose. Nice nice. =)

The menu. Yummy!!

Cant wait to eat!!!

2nd part of it. =)

2nd aunt and Ryan. His eyes soooooo small. ^^

Cute but naughty!!! =X

Granny. =) Pretty pretty on that day. Wear her new spect somemore. Lolx.

3rd day of chinese new year

2007-02-20T02:13:00.000-08:00

So how everyone New Year? Good or bad?

Some photos on the 1st day of chinese new year. =)

Priscilla, not a small kid anymore alright. Haha.

The hairstyle same as Madel cause i'm the one who tie their hair for them. =X

1st uncle!!! He came back from Dubai but going back there soon to work. Hur hur. =( Without him, i miss out so many good food that he used to cook. =X

Since my 1st uncle at Dubai working, there not a need to keep his car in Singapore anymore. Soooooo, we didnt have enough cars to drive us to our Ar Gong house to bai nian. In the end, no choice got to book a cab and its a London Cab!!!! Alright, it my 1st time can? =X

My sis and i. They(uncles) say i look mature. Actually i understand their meaning. =) OLD. =P

She look great when she dress like this. =D

Went to visit Ar Gong. Miss him alot cause don always have the chnace to visit him. my time are always so pack!!! Look at the photo, he didnt want to lean towards me, so i got no choice to lean all the way towards him. =X Hahaha.

Ar Gong and Pris. =)

'TONG TONG LONG TONG CHAN!!!' 3rd uncle pay the Lion dance to come to his house to ..... I not sure what that called but its for good luck of course. =) Haha.

The sound very loud, like my heart stopping when every beat they beat cause the house is small, not an open area!!!

The pranges at the red plate placed a word 'FA' in chinese. Hokkien is known as 'HUAT'. Ermmmmm. Eng i not so sure. =X

Alright, shall stop here. Tml having D&T test but i haven even start on naything yet. =X Lalalalala. Shall see how ba. =) Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year to everyone again!!! =)

photosssssssss =)

2007-02-17T00:28:00.000-08:00

Firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! =) Hope everyone will recieve lots and lots of ang bao and enjoy the holidays!!! =)

Friday celebrate Total Defence Day and Chinese New Year. So here jus a few photos. =)

Sunil and Madel acting as couple. Sweet sweet. =)

I like her hair lots!! Cause i'm the one who tie and hoping that madel know how to tie too so that she can help me, in the end she don noe. Keke.

Lanterns~~ Thanks for the hard work!! =)

Rangoli. Sorry if i spell wrongly. But its one of the Indian traditional thing. =) Its really hard to do when we are not suppose to do it on the floor whereby it suppose to be. But think school scare we dirty the floor, we got to do on the tiny paper. -.-

Nobody will do that except for FADHLI!!!

And he is soooooo ready for camera. LOLX.

Who will he be other than Aaron? Haha. Geeting ready to paint the class. lalalalala.

Ben and Jerry ice cream. Chare it with Hui Ting while we were shopping for a gift. Nice nice. =)

Time to change my house sofa. its getting soooooooooo old. =X

see the one on the left, its tear.

This even worse. *Faints*

Over all view. =)

FINALLY~ New sofa. Nice nice. =D

Nth to do that very day so decided to help Ryan pin up his hair. Not bad not bad. =X

Lastly wanna wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year again. =) enjoy everyone!! =)

totally stupid

2007-02-11T01:30:00.000-08:00

Tiring day.

Rebellious? I am rebellious? whatever. too numb to receive all these comments frm someone close to me. it have been so long since i get slap again. really long. asking pple to change their attitude, you urself must change it first. want pple to respect you, respect others first. why cant u be like others, sit down and talk to me and tell me rather den jus telling me off the moment u see me. don you ever have feelings? how many time have u say i got no respect for others and rebellious but how bout you? ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=)

2007-02-10T05:13:00.000-08:00

Busy these few days so nv blog. Erm erm. Let me see what i have to blog.

Today i am the Duty Officer (CDO) . Quite relaxing and my COS is Xue Ling. Have fun working with her cause she really hardworking la. =) Nice nice. Actually got to leave early cause new sofa coming today and i got to pack my other cardboard which i took a long time to do so. Hahaha. But manage to finish it all up ytd so finally today full time. =X

Uploading my pics soon cause my Bro at home don wanna use the com too much cause in camp, he didnt have much time to use too. =)

Disappointed when i know my result ytd for my Chinese. I get B4 for paper and dist for oral. ARGH.

D.T week next week. Stress. Hope i can pass Geography cause till now, Mdm Hartini haven even OPEN THE BOOK AND TEACH A SINGLE THING. Omg. *Faints*.

photos again. =)

2007-02-04T06:08:00.000-08:00

Tuition today. Same as ever very boring cause this class is so diff frm my last year de. Haiyaya.

Recently upload pics that taken quite a long time ago. Haha. But don have time to use family com so cannot upload in my blog. =) So, here. =)

Cheryl's Bday party. =) She jus so cuteeeeeee and sweeeeeeeeet.

Bday cake!!! Yummy yummy. The house on the cake is heavy but made of brownies. Very very nice!!

My big aunt. I love her. I love her. I love her!! =D

Keke. That her pose for every photo. cuteeeeeeeeeeee. keke.

2nd uncle went for overseas business trip again so mum ask him to buy "Chance Chanel" de perfume for sis. Keke. So i disturb disturb ask him to buy too. I don noe what i want so jus tell him see what he like jus buy for me. So in the end, he bought this. =)

The bottle is nice. =)

"Dear" and me. =X keke She very shy la. Don wanna take photo with me. LOLX.

What is commitment all about to me, you, you or you? I don understand why pple jus keep on don come for st.john training on Sat when they know somehow we need their help. I am confuse if pple are true enough to come back helping out. I not against anyone jus confuse bout that word. Nvm nvm. =)

=D

2007-02-03T06:55:00.000-08:00

Very very very tiring day. After St.john thinking of going home have a nice bath den a short nap. But instead ending up tidying my room frm 3 plus till 8 plus going to 9pm. -.-

Went for lunch at the coffee shop opp school together with Xing Juan, Daryl and Boon Hoe. Guess what? Today learn smth from DR CHUA BOON HOE. He taught me that all our shit is actually located at the appendix!!! Did i spell correctly? But should be smth like that. Haha. Hope he don see my blog post or else he sure gonna hack me. =X

This is Ryan. He nv fail to do all these kind of actions. Haha. But he still cute in a way. He wanted to buy the snake so much but den that time selling at $7.90 which don really worth the price.

HAPPY BDAY TO RECECCA AND TAN HUI TING!!!!!! HAPPY BDAY!!! =)

photos!! =)

2007-02-02T01:13:00.000-08:00

Today went lab for both Chem and Phy. In fact every Fri, our last 4 periods of lesson will be at lab. Did the same practical, Titration. Fun fun. =)

This is the correct colour for the final result, Greyish transparent.

Over shot. =X Purposly one cause dark purple is niceeeeeee. =) (add lots of universal indicators before i get this colour ok.) Haha.

Wed we were having our 3 periods of D&T but somehow we seems to be so restless. So in the end to jus pass the time, we start with our artistic drawing on Zhi Xian's hand. *TA DA*

Done by Yuan Xin. Saw below there a "NO! Its mine."? Haha. Added by Yvonne. Shawn = its? =X

Indian drawing called, "Hana" I don noe how to spell but should be smth like that? Haha. It damn ugly la. =X

3 weird weird de creatures done by 2 weird weird de gals. Haha. Yuan Xin and Yvonne. They really got nth better to do. Somemore these 3 still got name de. LOL.

This is one of their drawing on the paper (in the middle). I help them to draw out. Nice ba. Keke. =Xwill love you more den i do? Maybe there someone. Nobody noe. =)

Serena!!! Zhi Xian de galfriend. Opps. Haha. Cannot say or else v.time no roses frm him. Keke. Actually it jus someone he like ONCE but not now but trying to fill in the empty space so write her name in it. Haha.

Yvonne will nv forget her fav la. PUMA!! It my fav too!!! Lalalala. Of course who can draw the puma logo so nice other den *ahem ahem* me? Keke. It look more like a dino. =X

Type so much still don noe who the handsome guy is right. Haha. So *TA DA* This is TAN ZHI XIAN!!! =)

Yvonne de W850i went for service so she BOUGHT A NEW 4G PHONE. Hello pple, its 4G alright those which hand can move into the phone and grab pple out de ok. Lolx. Having fun with her so called, "4G phone." wont leave one day? JOANNA TAN wake up ur idea. dumb ass.

2007-01-30T06:35:00.000-08:00

Sick today. Stomach pain, vomit, flu and slight fever. Went to school but went home around 9am plus. Too pain le.

Went home rest, eat again vomit what what i eat. Same goes for my dinner (waste money). That point of time reallyh very xin ku. Wanted to upload the photo also no strength.

Here.

2007-01-29T05:02:00.000-08:00

Lalalala. Back here. =) Today Math, S.S, Physic test. Finally over but Chem test coming along on Wed. =X

Today nth much happen jus gossip alot. =X Bought stuff on both sat and sun. will upload tml den can upload here le. Lalala. Going out with [Hui Ting] is so fun la. She always walk very slow de den got to keep on asking her to move faster cause i use to walking fast. Haha.

Nth much to blog, today weather cold cold, soooooooooo nice to sleep!!! =) . =)

2007-01-26T22:42:00.000-08:00

YAWN!!! Tiring day. St.John today and the sec 1 are just so cute. In some way they are very naughty but what to do? They are only sec 1. End training at around 1 so change down and went for luch. In the first place i don wanna eat at all cause i need to save up money BUT i cant resist the temptation. So in the end, i ordered Black pepper pork chop. =X

Ytd having Chinese Compo Test and hope that everything went well for me. Getting O level chinese result soon. Very worry and scared. Pray Pray.

Today having CMC meeting at Paris Ris Costa Sand Resort. As i said its specially for Mr lau. But today is purly for us to enjoy. Hur hur. too bad i cant attend. They keep talking bout it making my heart so itchy but i got to accompany my mum. It alright. I'm sure there gonna be another chance. =)

Happy day. =)

2007-01-24T03:44:00.000-08:00

No peace at home nowadays. Or should i say every afternoon there will be no peace. Haiyaya. The more i care, the more headache i am. Lalalala.

Sat resume training le and there will be a chalet. I wanna go cause its [Mr.Low] de chalet. He retired le and this chalet is specially open for him de. But i cant go cause [mummy] don allow. I feel that i am missing out alot in st.john which make me feel lost in the direction i am heading. The determination to sign on is no longer there and the willpower to carry on have faded. But no matter what i will do my very best to train my final batch of Delta'05 into better Senior NCOs. =)

Sunday going Vivo AGAIN with [Hui Ting] le. Feeling excited cause i'm going out with her. Just she and me. Lalala. Fun, fun, fun. Seriously, i think you need your own freedom. Freedom to speak to anyone you like, freedom to be with anyone you like, freedom to do anything you like but not to care about how others will feel, think or look at you. Don care bout them!!! =)

short and sweet.

2007-01-22T05:23:00.000-08:00

Everything is fine today. I'm surprise you will confine in me today. =) Well, if you have any problems, feel free to find me. Maybe i can't be much of help but at least when you tell someone what your problem, you will feel better. =)

CA1 starting next week, Argh.

clothing. =X

2007-01-21T03:03:00.000-08:00

Back here blogging. Hmmm. Early in the morning don feel like waking up cause to me Sunday is jus another boring day whereby got to go tuition and finish up my hmwk and me, who is always so lazy jus don like today. Haha.

After bathing i start packing up my clothes and realise i got sooooo many that i wanna throw away. Pack, pack pack and from i have decided to throw away 21 pieces of my clothing. Wait wait. Not throw away but giving them to my cousin cause mostly all new de cause i never wear it. =)

[Mum] called in the morning so was telling her i wanna make a atm card so it easy for me to buy things and stuff when i short of cash and this was her replied, "If u need extra jus tell me, i can afford to give u, don need to use ur money and waste it, save up for raining days." Hur hur. Nvm. But i told her ytd went to vivo city and i did see smth i like. Hinting her and she get what i mean. I told her i throw away lots of clothing le now so empty and i really need at least one set of new year clothing. What more? Vivo City now most stores on sales. =X Lalala. BUT!!! She allow me to buy under one condition, must buy a dress but i don want cause i nv like to wear dress. Haiyaya. Headache headache.

Went to help [pris] pack her clothing and stuff and she just like me, one full bag of unwanted clothes. =X Hahaha. We were there laughing all the way when she trying the clothes of mine. Can u imagine she a bit more bigger size den me as in stomach and some of my clothes she got to squeeze and stuck there. =X

lalalalala

2007-01-20T08:13:00.000-08:00

Hmmm. Finally home sweet home. Tml having tuition again and the lesson is jus sooooo boring. =X

Today is 25th Senior NCOs Passing Out Parade. As a CSM, i did not attend due to some family matters. I don feel good, seriously i dont. I train them during the 4 days 3 nights camp, route march of 14km together, i really want to see them pass out as one but i failed to do so. ARGHHHH!!! How to express out my feelings!!!!

After that all the way go to Bukit Batok. OMG!!! I am sooooooo angry with the bus driver. I took this bus, "173" and it change its route but i don noe, so eventually it pass the place i wanna alight. Nvm. BUT!!! When i press the bell, the uncle nv stop den i stunt, was thinking "what happen, why uncle nv stop?" Pass 1 bus-stop den 2 bus-stop and FINALLY one uncle press again and the bus STOP. Guess what, it so far from my cousin place and in the end got to sit taxi back to my cousin place and cost me $4 plus. Hur hur. Wasted!!!

No new year clothes for me? Haiyaya, [sis] ask me not to buy as she say i nv really go out and bai nian den i was like "huh, who new year nv buy new clothes?" Alright i did buy a few but all those are jus normal simple tee, consider as new year clothing too? Hmmm. Shall see how first ba, if she really really insist i don buy den ask [mummy] talk to her cause mainly all i need is jus one nice top and bottom or a dress (which i dislike!!!). lalalalalalala. =)

Yeapp. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL!!! =) shall upload the pics soon! =)

tired.

2007-01-16T02:33:00.000-08:00

Hur hur. Today such a looooooong and tough day. -.- *faints*

I just have so many many things to say inside here but once i start blogging, there nth for me to type already.

Alright, today school is fine cause as usual, [Fadhli] will always be there to entertain me. 4 period of D&T today and manage to finish my problem situations. *clap clap* School canteen so many stores close down and now the only food we eat during recess is bee hoon. OMG. Can eat till wanna %$^&amp;%(&%.

Lesson after recess always make me wanna sleep, but [Aaron] will always be there to keep me awake. BUT!!! When he start sleeping, he make me feel so sleepy too!!

Bday bday bday = money money money. LOL. Saving up but it jus seem so little. -.-

new blog. =)

2007-01-15T03:49:00.000-08:00

Alright. This is the very first post of my new blog. Hmmm. Purpose of the blog cause i jus wanna voice out how i feel. it really terrible not to say anyting to her when she keep saying bout me.

I retype the post cause wanna make it short and not too naggy.

I have never ever think of snatching [Yuan Xin] away from u. Both of us have problems to share with each other so we jus pair up and talk, we didnt know it will cause such a great impact on you. I'm sorry.

I apologize for what i said cause i am sure u wont feel good if someone gonna say smth bad behind ur back. So. Take it or leave it. =)

Finish what i wanna say to her and since this is my first blog so gonna post some pics. =) I seriously miss [Erica]. Wonder how is she, what she doing now, got pple bully her or not, bla bla bla. And if u pple don noe who is her...... *TA DA* her pic below. =)

that her!!! always blur blur de.

same product. eyes will always be small small de. -.-

she requested for it. so. jus go along with her. =)

new jacket!!! cause i like it so choose this for her. =)